Ima be juss random writin so wen i switch it up..b ready..Well i juss back from indiana a few days ago...im never goin back.It was bad.Me and britney have been talkin nd talkin nd its like were fine again.I realized alot of our prblms r mine fault.i noticed that I pick fights with her juss b/c.It seems like my marriage its going so perfect that i need to fight juss to be manly..its gay i knoe.but yea so the kids are back from texas nd so is the wife..things are goin alot better.I now know where my heart truly is.Weve been working on everything and i kinda had to think about where shes coming from nd what she goes through being 21,married nd pregnant wit 4 kids nd has 2 sons already plus 3 stepkids.I love her for the fact that she pushed errythang back for me.I talked to my parents nd they told me that i shouldnt completely give up on being a doctor nd besides i got accepted to harvard medical school.I guess that means i'll officially be Dr.Reed in a few years..Im doing better tryna not think about the bad stuff.the 2 yr annvr. of my brothers death is coming up soon..i got to see his daughter tho..shes gonna be two soon.I think shes gonna move with my mom nd then i get to see her everyday..she reminds me of chris so much with the cheesy smile but its cute nd shes juss so adorable.I want an enzo ferrari for hannukah so please believe i will be hittin up the padres pockets.Altho i barely got time to study bleave it or not im passing all 6 of my classes.Melissa,Erin nd Chase..i miss yall nd i hope yall r doin fine n college nd down n south carolina...move back to maryland lord knows mom misses u nd so do i.i didnt get to wish my sisters a happy bday..HAPPY BELATED 18th BDAY Missa nd Edawg.Well i gotta go..Cas Corey Jay -20 yrs i love yall to death..yall my mans St.Louis proud nd we gon ride till we die..petey nd brian..my mans for 4 yrs yall been through alot wit me nd i juss wnna let yall kno