sorry i havent updated in a while..im either way too busy to do it or i get too lazy and have writers block. Prom was on Friday of last week...nothing short of amazing..alex you were the best date ever. :-) i had sooo much fun, and everyone looked so nice. ** 4/23/04 ** the Toruney on Sunday was good too.. Clifton Classic. we came out of it 1-1 but we should have done a better job first game and then the second game was just luck. but its ok as long as its in our favor and not against us. Sunnnnday i had a batting lesson with john at Frozen Ropes and that was great, my hitting is coming back..soo happy! then i was supposed to have panther practice but it was raining so we went home. this weeks has really sucked... :- its just been an all round crappy week. didnt feel good tuesday so i came home early. we had a field trip on Wednesday tho. we went to NY to see the Intrepid. a ship used during WW2 and other famous battles. that was great i had so much fun. today was just kinda blahh.. i dunno just wasnt feeling it. tomo isnt going to be any better. i hope alex can sleep over. i want to go to Dorians Party..its going to be banging!!! :-P good/bad News... i diagnosed mmyself with Dysthymia. Dysthymia- mild chronic depression; "i thought she had just been in a bad mood for thirty years but the doctor called it dysthymia. it says that like i need to go to a therapist to find out whats making me feel this way..but FUCK THAT! im nto telling my parents. they would never believe me and i couldnt tell them anything about it. 2 weeks and sum odd days til i get my license!! or at least go to take the test. Birthday- May 15 !!!! License- May 17 !!!!! looks like were going to Hershey Park for band this year... i got no one to partner with :- i have a headache so im going to go lie down.. lev me sum luv Lauren <3