so.. this is what it allll comes down to. four hard years of hs and a diploma and this is what it gets me. seeing roxbury empty of all the people i know sucks so much i cant even begin to explain. while all my friends are out around campus and doing whatever else there is to do. im sitting here feeling sorry for myself. i feel so alone.. actually i am alone. theres like no one around and even the people that are around are getting old.(not chrissy and ryan lol). now i have to wonder what the fuck im gonna do with myself for the rest of this god forsaken year i have to spend at CCM. THEN i even have to worry about where the hell im gonna go when i get out. i hate it..i really do. ok i think ive vented enuff for right now. plus im getting kinda bored. lev comments..theyre appreciated