i don know where to start...its been and is continuing to be a tuff week. between softball and school, friends and family, all of it. Softball cuts are this Friday. i hope i make it...i think i have really good chances, so i'll give it my all and hope that i come home friday and say that i am a Varsity Softball Player. im slowly but surely losing all of my friends, and all of a sudden i feel kind of alone in the world. but then i realize that i dotn need them, if they wanted to be my friend they wouldnt treat my like shit and walk all over me. i mean there are a select few of u that have been there for me, and im very thankful for that. but i can truly see who me real friends are. u guys are the best. -my.mk.cw.jg.ak.kg.mb.js.bl.sc.rb.jw.panthers softball gurls. im gonna put sum lyrics in here..i just have to find the ones that seem right. well this song doesnt have ANYTHING to do with how i feel right now, but like the song..and its by my boys Blink 182 -What Went Wrong- "I'm sick of always hearing All the sad songs on the radio All day it is there to remind an over sensitive guy That he's lost and alone, yeah I hate our favorite restaurant, favorite movie, our favorite show We would stay up all through the night We would laugh and get high And never answer the phone I can't forgive Can't forget Can't give in what went wrong Cause you said this was right You fucked up my life I'm sick of always hearing Sappy love songs on the radio This place is fucking cursed in its plague And I can never escape when my heart it explodes I can't forgive Can't forget Can't give in what went wrong Cause you said this was right You fucked up my life I'm kicking out fiercely at the world around me What went wrong I'm kicking" im gonna go lay back down and get sum rest b4 softball practice, i hope she lets me practice. :- lauren tara <3