rock candy melted only diamonds now remain... dismal and depressing day. still awaiting the fun of spring break. i slept over carolyns last nite. that was fun. SHE BEAT ME AT RUMMY 500!!! TWICE!!!!!! ..im losing my touch. cold feet..haha literally! game against Lenape Valley was canelled today. Woo hoo! lol Game tomorrow against Livingston. then Sleepover at Wetzels!!! cant wait! gonna be a blast ladies :-P "All my life, I've welcomed pain. I've made up more excuses, To bring it back again. Now I'm here, And I'll drink to the shame. I'll drink to the madness, That made me this way." -Million Tears, Kasey Chambers- [ that song says a lot of things about me, and how i feel. you should dL it if u can.] :mE: i wish i was different i wish i could change i wish life was easy and didnt cause pain. i wish i could run i wish i could fly i wish i could lev and not have to say goodbye. i wish i could do it i wish i could try i wish u could see that inside i want to die. i wish this didnt happen i wish it didnt hurt i wish ihadnt found that knife becuase with it i took my own life. i just wrote that-----^ its amazing how writing can bring out ur feelings. g2g pick up my room. grandmas coming over for breakfast, and she hasnt seen it in awhile. were redoing it, so she likes to check it out. lol Lauren <3