i keep telling myself that things are gonan get better tomorrow, but tomorrow never seems to come. theres nothing i hate more than the feeling of being a waste of life...nothing gets better. did absolutely nothing this weekend. today pretty much sucked... nothin special. and its raining... i hate tha rain. im in a shitty mood, im gonna go lsiten to my sad depressing music and cry my eyes out cuz theres nothing better to do.