im so sick of all of this shit. IM ABOUT READY TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF, I CANT HANDLE ALL OF THIS GODDAMN DRAMA. IVE BEEN THRU HELL AND BACK FOR THE PAST FEW WEEKS AND I JUST CANT TAKE ANYMORE OF IT. IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TIRED OF BEING HURT BY U OVER AND OVER AGAIN!!!!!! AND YET SUMHOW I GET BLAMED FOR IT WHEN IM THE ONE TRYING TO FIX THINGS. AND MAKE THEM BETTER. BUT NO U DONT EVEN CARE U DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT ME OR US AND UR NOT WORRIED ABOUT OUR RELATIONSHIP. WTF HAPPENED TO YOU. YOU USED TO BE SO PERFECT AND NOW UR LIKE THE BIGGEST ASSHOLE EVER. YOU TREAT ME LIKE SHIT U SAY MEAN THINGS TO ME YOU FUCKING LEAD ME ON. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE. IM SO FUCKING ANGRY !!!!!!!!!!!!