You whispered, "Let me penetrate you.." And I shudder in remembered ecstasy, hot skin and velvetly lips. Sweat and pain I'm clouded by desire for Man-Boy, wishing and fantasing, but hes real and I'm cloaked in ink and it's quite unsettling. I'm still a little girl who holds her head high and sneers and sneers. Man-Boy speaks of his girlfriend and I listen obediently, silently dreaming of ripping her spleen out with my cold finger-claws. Droneless teen angst and infatuation that never ends. cant eat cant sleep whee! -- My christmas eve is really mediocre. My family was never religious, just a fattening dinner and then we split up for our own ways. dont look just eat