my cat's water bowl is specked with litter. bacteria and germs everywhere! life is quite good now. its funny how over the years, you keep in touch with some and you fall out with others. i think theres a reason for everything, so just accept. secret lives and secret conversations seem to be a big part of today. -- may 6 = biiig. its funny how my friend ei and i planned the EVERYTHING and made appointments and reservations and bought this and that. the meetings at MY house. hardly anyones been appreciative or said a thank you of some kind. i guess im geting to the point that sure, my friend ei blindly dislikes you for playing childish "mind games" with her then boyfriend roger in SOPHMORE year; and we, YOU and i mutually, dont talk anymore, but at least dont say you're not LOOKING forward to going with mainly US where i can read it. ei got over herself and said its okay if you come, she just wont look to you. and for me, you can make something out of it if you decide to, other than that, its fine. i wont allow that muddled shit overcloud my night. you should too! i need that $78 check, preferably before may 6th.