the thunder outside sounded like a shotgun from 8 feet away from my door. i like storms, but not when they blow open the door and smack me in the face -- my side-college classes are done with. i feel slightly more put together and a tiny bit more confident. i can probably still get my ass kicked sideways and when i do paint, im usually a little lucky without it turning into an eye sore. my face feels achey and swollen, its the rain in the air and the daily cups of ice cream, i swear! how come buying new shampoo rejuvenates me?