if i was beautiful if i had the time people as far as i could see would come flock to me and bathe me in the wine! -- im feeling really emotional right now. how abnormal! i dont have a glacial heart. im just usually apathetic and now i regret it. someone broke into my home and pooped in my toilet and didn't flush. im so mad, i'm going to walmart tomorrow and i will browse the racks of semi-automatics, 12 gauge shotguns, serrated knives and contemplate making home-made bomb balloons fulled with bleach and drain-o. man, i would be so empowered, i could take out the perp with a flick of wrist and a great sense of aim. woman, im so sad right now, it isnt funny. its not even a cool type of sad, more like i feel lame and limp and gassy. i need some meds and a hug from a parental or something or something or something. oh, i know. i just need a good cry. its all the estrogen-hormones wedged up inside my skull. fuck chemicals stop talking andrea shut up