Yo, Today is entirely too boring. I woke up at nine and I don't know why but I shouldn't have. Heather and I are supposta go to the mall...but I really don't think that is going to happen because when ever Heather and I make plans they always don't go down because she wants to hang out with Brandie/Josh/Kim more. So that's alright. I don't know why I bother to make plans with anyone. They always flake out on my, like I'm just someone who is there why there is NO ONE else around. Like I'm the lowest on everyone's list. I want to learn how to plan guitar. Like I could start my own band. That would be pretty cool. Maybe I could make better songs about real issues instead of someone crooning on every track on his album about how he misses his girlfriend or boyfriend. Whatever he prefers. Sometimes I want to become a singer. It would be so much better that trying to figure out what I want my major to be, or who I want to be when I grow up or having to worry about money issues. So yes, I'm bored and I'm just sitting home alone wishing that I had somewhere to be. And, the music I'm listening to is killing me. I think I should get up and change it but I'm too lazy.. Arg, I have too. Ok thats better. Well, there isn't much else to say except I was reading this girls journal and she killed herself in the end. OMG! That is so freakish.