Things suck so bad right now... ---------------------------------------------- edit I feel horrible and I can't seem to pull myself up. I fucking hate that I feel this way especially over some...ahem..boy. This is the exactly the reason why I never wanted a boyfriend. I don't want to say that my heart is broken because I don't think I loved him or anything...Good god. LOVE is something that I never will do, but I feel like I've been bruised...And this pain won't go a-fucking-way. I HATE HATE HATE HATE him for doing this to me. ...But mostly I hate myself for letting it happen...