Listening to: Live - Lightning Crashes
Feeling: glum
this is all quite sad. I'm sitting at home on a friday night. What the hell is wrong with this picture? Oh yes it involves me sitting at home alone on a friday night. What in the hell.
Last night I went out and saw all of the hicks and cut of shirts and pants cut into shorts and mullets I could stand at the good ole Indiana State Fair. Wow. It makes me feel good thinking about the fact that I live in the hillbilly capital of the world...besides Kentucky. and of course Arkansas...anyway My stepdad was talking about an indiana native that didn't know that there were animals at the fair. How do you not see the enormous barns is a real conundrum to me but I guess whatever.
Some guy came at work and asked if I wanted to go to a party. He was like a college kid. I felt so bad when I told him that I had a boyfriend because I guess he went through drive through last night and I sorta flirted with him..and I guess he came in again after I left and asked a co worker if I were still there and when I'd be in again. I was so embarrassed. Eh..
Oh man Jimi Hendrix how effing awesome is my layoutttt??
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I think I'm going crazy. I was just thinking about Brandon and when he would call and such and all the sudden I had fear in the pit of my stomach. And keep thinking that he is going to break up with me or cheat on me and I have no reason to suspect that at all, and I was thinking that if he does, I'm going to go so insane and that I should just end it now but I have seriously NO reaons at all to feel this way. I think I'm seriously going insane..
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