I get so tired of people lying to me. I mean like I say before, if you don't want to tell me, tell me straight up. I might be upset but I won't be as upset as when I think you are telling the truth and find out from someone that you aren't. What happened that saturday? You know who you are. Anyway. Today was just like any other day except this was the seniors last day. Those lucky bastards. My day will come though. Thats just what I got to keep telling myself. Haha. I didn't get to see Charleston today. That doesn't really upset me all that much, but I'm growing closer to him and sometimes I want to see a friendly face. I need to call Jessica. I haven't talked to her since winter break. Thats not cool. We never talk to each other anymore. Its sad. I hate when people cut themselves. Then, they feel the need to show other people like it will make them more popular with those people. I think they are showing off and that is a sad ass way to get attention. Like Liz or even Janay in 7th grade. I don't really remember if she showed everyone, but she did show me. All that makes me is sad. Brittany snuck out of class again in choir. I almost got in trouble this time. HAHA. I don't care anymore i'm failing school... I have 1 A, 2 B's, 1 C, 2 D's, and 1 F. That is the most horrible grades I have ever gotten in my life. If don't raise those my mom is going to have my head on a stick and get grounded for the entire summer. 2 of those bad grades really aren't my fault. Mr Thibodeaux says I didn't turn in on of those assignments. And Mr. Bruning said that we looked like we cheated (Heather, Katrina, and me) Oh god. I think we might have. I'm so screwed.