hey...well today started out ok i guess. i had a hard time gettin' up as usual...but i didn't sleep on the bus. umm, so today was pic. day...i wore my 'mcr converses', mcr shirt, and my fav. jeans. i really don't care if i looked bad cuz i'm not buying a yearbook/pics anyways. my time to go was 3:20...and i'm glad there was one other girl in my class besides me that had that time. ok so mainly wut ruined my day ::why i'm depressed:: was the bus on the way home. me and sam entered the bus....sam sat down and yet again frankie went to sit with her. us 3 were wrestling...i was pushing frankie away and out of the seat....but UGH....ok then when he gave up he's like 'are ya'll lesbians?' UGH UGH UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS FUCKIN' PISSING ME OFF SOO MUCH, HE'S A FLIPPIN' KID STILL THAT JUST MAKES UP STUPID SHIT LIKE THAT...JUST LIKE HOW IT WAS IN MIDDLE SCHOOL....SO THIS JUST IDK...it makes me not want to sit with samana cuz i do not like him calling us that....i really don't. so sam...umm, do u mind if we just sit in seperate seats for a while?? cuz he'd stop...and i would love that more than ANYTHING...i really hate this...! i never worried about the bus cuz i thought that maybe he'd grown out of that stage...well i guess not...and it makes me wanna just bawl on the bus! also dwayne is there calling me retarded ::he's ANOTHER idiotic neighbor of mine:: but he actually means it when he says it....cuz he handed me a phone and somebody was on the other line and he's like 'it's for you' and i said 'too bad...' and he's like 'what? ur retarded!' so he kept handing me the phone i don't want it! GOD DAMNIT PPL JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEEAAASEEE!!!!!!!! :'( i'm like crying rite now...I HATE FRANKIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna tell my mom about it but she'd go tell his mom and then he'd just call me a tattle tale or something stupid like that....again, i can't wait till he's a couple thousand miles away from me. and to make matters worse my mom is making me do chores while she's out and while i'm depressed....oh and chelsea couldn't ride up with us but i wish she DID cuz then she sooo would've told frankie off, that's wut chelsea is good for :-) ....she's really good with words and stuff and combats. but nooo! her dad had to say no to riding on our bus. :-( so she's just gonna come over later on i guess.... so that's my shitty day....it was going JUST fine but frankie had to ruin it....well bye... x-x-x-brI-x-x-x