hey, i'm so sad. me, chelsea, and samana haven't talked to each other for a long time and i just feel like our wonderful friendship is drifting apart. i guess it all started with chelsea's move. :'( i haven't seen samana all summer so far...i haven't seen ANYBODY all summer...except in the very very beginning when chelsea slept over..but that's all...oh and on saturday with kristin and the skating rink. but still... it's really sad. samana is goin' to her cousin's (sabrine's) sweet 16...then sabrine is gonna come to HER house for like 4 days. i hope i get to meet her...but i have a feeling she's gonna be up there at her house leaving me out and just hanging out with sabrine b/c samana is constantly talking about sabrine. I HATE CHANGES IN LIFE!! i'm really scared of goin' to high school, and i'm really scared that me chelsea and samana won't be as close as we were...:'( i know she's been wanting it for SOO long, but i bet once she DOES get her rurouni disk set, she'll be up at her house only paying attention to the tv and not caring whether or not i mite want to spend time with my best friend. (not trying to be mean samana...but it's how i feel...)