hey. well this morning i woke up at 9:30 cuz i had to babysit graham and noah while my mom went for a job interview. my dad came home like 15 min. later tho. so anyways...at like 11 graham came in my room and told me that dad told him to tell me to help look for graham's goggles since i was the last to have them (i took them w/ me to charleston). i KNEW that i didn't loose them b/c i remember caring them in the house when kathy dropped me off. so i went downstairs angry and my dad said 'you better find those goggles or your buying him a new pair' and i said 'but they're not lost, i know i brought them home!'...and he said 'well since we can't find them then they're lost'..so i went in the garage to look for them. and OMG...wut a surprise...they were in there! so graham was blaming something on me when it was his fault all along that he didn't look hard enough for them...and he had to get my dad in it too and when you get my dad into something like that he yells at you. UGH, I HATE MY BROTHER!!!! so then i stormed upstairs and cried and when my mom knocked on the door i told her i was changing...which i really was but i was changing to have an excuse to have my door closed so i could cry and not have anybody know. when i went downstairs to go walk sammy she said 'is something wrong' and i was thinking in my head 'DUH!'...but i said 'nothing'. so anyways...they went places w/o me. i would've love to have gone but i was too upset. and now i feel even worse b/c everytime i don't go somewhere my dad gets upset that i don't want to spend time w/ family but that's not it...i just like to be home alone. and then of course RITE after they left it started to thunder and rain. and now it's still raining and thundering...it's been goin' on for exactly 2 hrs. now. *sigh*... well i mite update later...since it's only 1:50 rite now. so bye bye, lyl.