*i trrieed, well i tried...well i tried!!!! and we'll love again we'll laugh again we'll cry again and we'll dance again and it's better off this way so much better of this way I CAN'T CLEAN THE BLOOD OFF THE SHEETS IN MY BED...oh never again and never again, they gave us two shots to the bak of the head and we're all...dead now* ok sry, i had to finish that. hehe...ok so i'm depressed rite now and i'm not saying why...so don't bother asking. so today i woke up w/ curly hair and i decided to just keep it that way cuz i wanted a change. curly hair is my natural hair...and it looked prelly. so yeah. oh and it was cool outside, yay! *so long and goonite...well if u carry on this way, things are better if i stay so long and goonite, so looong and goodnite.......can..u...hear me? are...you...near....me? can we pretend....to leave and then...we'll meet again, when both our cars COLLIDE!* ok sry about that again...i'm totally obsessed over them now, lol. ok well all day was b0rIng! i'm actually not depressed rite now...i was at school tho for one reason but not tellin'. but i'm happy rite now cuz nobody is home and that means i can have my music BLASTIN'!! hehe! i was about to fall asleep in math class....cuz i went to bed at like 11:30 and usually when i do that i just feel like i wanna pass out on the floor all day. and rite now i got a headache...ugh. but i'm still banging my head around...from MCR!! tomorrow i gotta get up at like 7:30 cuz me and my fam. are leavin' early for the mall....YAY! i love the mall, i'm gonna go into hot topic first and then maybe claire's if i didn't blow all my money in hot topic. i'm gonna buy an MCR shirt first of all, of course...and i wanna look for like a MCR wristband or somin. then a pair of earrings...like those pink safety pin ones, they're cool. so i can't go skatin' tonight since i gotta get up so early...poo...o well, i don't wanna spend my money on that anyways cuz yeah, i really need it for tomorrow! i swear to you, all my money will be TOAST! ohhh i hope we get our new black kitten this weekend...we gotta get ahold of ginger so we can go pick him/her up. if it's a girl it's gonna be mortichia (can't spell it)...and if it's a boy it's gonna be fester. we're goin' based on the adam's family names cuz we already got gomez...i still love my gomez! even tho sometimes i don't think he loves me bak but w/e. i'm so bored so that's why i'm talkin' about anything rite now. i'm also trying to avoid doing the rat and bird cages...i gotta clean those out. the worst chore EVER! eeyore stinks like crud...we gotta get his balls cut off this weekend sometime...lol. ok well i better go get started on cleaning and stuff...*i kiss ur lips again...........would they ask of you, they make u want to say, so long, well i don't remember, i remember!*...ok i'm done...that's #4 you know wut they do to guys like us in prison. *life is but a DREAM...for the dead*......*hehehe* ME AND SAM LOVE THAT LAUGH!! lol...ok byez! :-) x-x-x-brI-x-x-x ~~~~~~~later~~~~~~~ AAAHHH THIS IS THE HOTTEST PIC. OF GERARD EVER!!!! WOW!!! it is now officially my fav. pic of him! :-) --so cute!-- omg and this is the funniest one ever!!!!! i'm laughing my butt off rite now...gerard sure has some pretty funny faces!! lol here's how he looks w/ his new haircut...it took me a while to find one....and he still looks FRICKIN' HOT! i think i like him better this way! i can't wait till that 'ghost of you' music video cuz for one that's one of my fav. songs on the cd...and for two, he's gonna be hot in it! I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!