hey! well i just got bak from sam's like 2 hrs. ago. we had fun...as usual. i brought up my beautimess tape...!!!!!! and we watched the whole thing...AAAHHH I LOVE THE HARD ROCK LIVE PERFORMANCE!!! GOD DANG IT!!! it rox!!! my fav. part is his little story before well...the song i'm listening to rite now...LOL. but during the whole thing he gets sweaty...he doesn't quit tho cuz he loves his fans and the screaming i guess encourages him. so umm before they do helena he says it's the first one on the record cuz it's about his g-ma who passed away 2 months before sweet revenge came out and she taught him to dance, sing, paint, draw (i think i told you this but o well, lol)...and god, it's just so sad! my theory is that he saves the song for last cuz he's most sweaty then and ppl can tell he's crying cuz they'd just think it's sweat droplets. :-( i bet i'm rite...he seems to sing his heart out on that song and puts so much emotion into it... ok so me and sam finished our drawings. we're not satisfied really cuz we want it to just BLOW their heads off when they look at it...especially gerard. we want to impress him cuz he loves to draw, paint, and anything w/ art! errr!! oh i drew this really funny one...it's this stick dude running and two bullets are coming at his head then down the sidewalk there is this dude holding up a gun. then above it it says 'They gave us 2 shots to the back of the head...' and then at the bottom it says 'and we're all dead now...' i did it in really cool letters. :-D so me and sam just talked about our "future meeting gerard day"...lol. we keep thinking of things to do when we meet them so that they'll love us rite away. hehe...we're SOO DUMB!! ok well i gotta go take my shower...ugh, school's tomorrow. THIS SUX BUTT!!! i'd rather sit at home and look at sexy pics. of gerard. OH OH OH, i forgot like 2 things...well my top left pic...i found an AIM icon into that, woot woot!! and also at sam's house we were listening to 'i'm not okay (i promise)' ok and she said 'i need a red' so i tossed the red colored pencil at her and it kinda hit her bak. she said 'OW, i'm okay' and rite after she said that gerard said 'i'm okaaaaaay' LOL!!!!!!!!! IT WAS SO FUNNY!!!! ok well byez! x-x-x-brI-x-x-x