hey!! all day i was at sam's house...no lie. well i was there from 1:00-8:00...cuz i didn't wanna go out places w/ my family. so ok, i swear to god we were the most stupid today...here are a few things we did...ok we were eatin' some twisters cheez-its...i found on that looked really really weird! so we ran upstairs, placed it on her bed, and laughed at it!!! yeah i know, wtf rite? lol...oh and i am like starting to cuss...today i've said shit alot...ALOT...and also damn and fuck...lol...yeah mcr just brings out my inner, stupid self...i'm more happy w/ my self and yeah...they're my therapy. they even said that themselves..."the band is our own therapy and therapy for all our fans"...i can't explain how they make me feel...nobody will ever understand except sam cuz we both feel the same way. :-) ok so also we got some tissue boxes...2 of them...then got a cd case...we used the tissue boxes to hit the cd case bak and forth...and we call it FLOOR HOCKEY! how fun!! also we were throwing tissue paper at the clock...and it's a LOOOOONG story why we were so just nvm that...lol oh and we watched my BEAUTIFUL mcr tape 2 and a half times. the half time because i had to go before it was over...so i came home and watched the rest. I WANT A VCR IN MY ROOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...AND ONLY SO I CAN WATCH MY TAPE, LOL....also i want cable!!!!! hmm, maybe i'll ask for that for christmas, hehe! oh and i'm pissed! my dad is making me buy my stupid minutes for my phone cuz i have to buy some more by like the 13th....so that just made me so mad last nite that i cried myself to sleep, i cried cuz i'm scared that spending my money i won't have any for a concert...whenever that is....cuz i don't have my dog walking job anymore or anything! :-( so i'm just scared... oh and i need to change my background wallpaper...cuz it's OLD OLD OLD! i figured it out cuz i don't see bob in there, instead i see the old drummer-matt. so yeah...need to change it! but i can't cuz my computer doesn't upload big pics...so i gotta wait till chelsea gets on and does it. well that's all i guess....oh oh oh!! i gotta sing somin' even tho he won't see it but oh well ~happy birthday to you~ ~happy birthday to you~ ~happy birthday dear mikey!!~ ~HAPPY BIRTHDAY...TO YOU!!~ today is mikey's 25th birthday!! he's gerard's brother incase u didn't know!! :-) hehe, ok well byez, lyl! *and mcr* x-x-x-brI-x-x-x ~~~later~~~ sam changed my background for me!! tell me if u like my new diary look! byez!