hey! my dad just came in and showed me wut his iron on t-shirt looked like....so i can't wait till he can do MY shirt...and this will probably be my fav. cuz the band will actually be on my t-shirt...AND GERARD!! woohoo!!! ok so it's like 10:45 rite now. i woke up at 9:00 and i wish i hadn't cuz i was having the best dream ever!! i dreamed that me, samana, and amber got called down to the office and we couldn't figure out why or how to get in contact w/ somebody to ask why. as i was walking along upstairs near the 'sexy wall', as me and samana call it, i looked down and saw gerard!!!!!!! i was like 'omg isn't that mcr??' so we rushed down and started singing and rocking out. alot of ppl were there but it wasn't the whole school or anything. at the end gerard went behind the stage and sat at this table. he sung while signing autographs...but when i got to him he wasn't singing. i handed him my left converse shoe and he said 'where do u want it?' and i said 'the toe'...so he signed it and like said something like 'be careful w/ it, k?' so he got a cloth and wiped it over the signature i guess to clean it off or something, idk. so he handed it to me and i was like 'thanx!!' and i said it in a happy/squeeky voice. i went bak to samana and amber and samana was smiling at me and like saying 'omg he just talked to you and you talked to him!!' lol...so i jumped, jumped, and jumped and fell to the ground to put my shoe bak on. his signature was so pretty! so i woke up all happy and wishing that it was true!!!!! ugh. but that dream made me want to go to a concert and meet him even more!!! i wanna meet him cuz he's so sweet and cute and weird...lol. me and samana bet anything that he's the weirdest out of the whole band...cuz in some group pics. while they're all goofing off, he does something really weird or makes a hilarious face. lol. but my stupid mom said i can't go to a concert till i'm 16!!!!!! IT'S GONNA SUCK IF SAMANA GOES AND I'M AT HOME THINKING 'OMG SHE'S PROBABLY MEETING HIM RITE NOW'...that will just hurt. *sigh*... ok well i'm listening to their 1st album rite now. i love #1-romance...b/c the music is so calming and awesome...and the static adds to everything. it's so cool. well i gotta go now...i mite go shopping at wal*mart w/ my family but only cuz we're gonna pick up our new black kitty afterwards. i just don't wanna go to wal*mart but w/e. actually i mite stay home cuz i bet my brothers will make me all mad by saying 'i wanna hold him!!' and my mom or dad or anybody will never let me pet him. that's how it was with gomez. so i'm just gonna stay here. ok well byez...and comment on my dream if u want. once again, it was awesome...and he was just too sweet to me....hehe. byez! x-x-x-brI-x-x-x ~~~later~~~ AHHH I'M SO MAD RITE NOW!! ok i found out that MCR has their own myspace...so i'm at it rite now and i see they have friendz dude!! so i try to sign up...and it won't let me for some stupid reason!! they say you gotta be atleast 16 to join...well i said i was frickin' 21..AND IT STILL WON'T LET ME JOIN!!! UGH!! i know it's probably too good to be true to be able to be one of MCR's friendz on their journal...but i still wanna sign up and add them as my friend. that'd be awesome! well if ANYBODY knows wut the freak is wrong w/ it...plz tell me! i'm desperate! :-(