so its definately like 3.30am and im soo bored. thres this fucking annoying song on the radio. some fucking chipmunk singin about how lonely he is with some added rap in the backround. definately like the 5th time its been on since ive been sitting here and im definately getting annoyed as hell. ughh ok its now officially sunday. thee last absolute dday of spring break. boo. but actually this spring break wasnt that bad. i spent the night at brookes house last night. like the 3rd time this week. im glad things are gettin better. so my mom picked me up and we went to get my new glasses!!! :D and new contacts andddd new perscription sunglasses because my mom plans on me driving soon :D and then after we went shopping. i got all this new stuff and omg i honestly hate shopping. except for shoes ofcourse :) then my mom felt the sudden erge to swim? so yeah we all now have memberships to the YMCA. hmm this is gonna last for about a week? so then i came home and sat on my ass for quite some time before i decided to get all ocd like i am and empty my entire closet onto my bed becasue i felt the need to search the house for hangers because i wanted all matching white ones in my closet. whatt the hell was i thinking?!?! i ended up breaking my moms closet trying to change hangers. suprisingly she wasnt mad. but i was. so then i decided to take a break. that was at about 11ish maybe? and here i sit. 3.30am still .. taking a break. AHHH!! i talked to my dad earlier. ofcourse he was drunk. but i dont mind half the time. he was tellin me that he was takin michigan to win with 7pts. over UNC. and if he was wrong i got $20. nicee because last time i checked michigan was losing? soo thenn out of nowhere he goes well ive decided your gonna get your new car. and i was like umm WHAT?!? and hes like you got $7grand. and i like couldnt speak. i was like umm where is this coming from.. why? he kept tellin me he didnt want to talk about it it was $7grand take it or leave it. i told my mom and she was just as shocked as i was. half of me doesnt want to get my hopes up becasue he was drunk ofcourse so who knows. but still hes never said stuff to me like that and then not kept his promise. but ahh part of me is totally stoked. ok im gona go throw all of my closet off my bed and to the floor. nott looking forward to doing that tomorrow. x3 you dont know how much you mean to me whenever you down. you know you can lean on me no matter the situation. im gonna hold you downn x3 i misss my love taraa jill :(