this diary is getting old..

i can barely surive a night in my mind. ive got a plan. im going to find out just how boring i am and have a good time. cause ever since i tried trying not to find every little meaning in my life. its been fine. ive been cool. with my new golden rule. numb is the new deep.
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have you fallen off the face of the earth again? im thinking so. and this diary isnt getting old. dont be retarded.
[Anonymous]
so im not even sure if you check this anymore because "this diary is getting old"... but in case you do- i wrote one final update for you. seeing that you never talk to me when we actually are talking and when i try to talk to you you never answer or call me back- i figured that that might be one of my last attempts. so read it- and dont get offended- we both know that we need to cut the bullshit... think about it... and decide what you want to do because i clearly cant and wont decide for you. but im not going to fight for something that im going to loose in the end anyways.

[wastingwords]
[Anonymous]