woww. well yesterday had to be a great beginning to a hopefully good week. soo lets start with last week. howw about umm. ohh yes. wednesday night. aka panic mode im so pathedic i make myself sick day. were not going into much detail. but i disgust myself. and lets just leave it that i had quite the emotional break down that night for the first time in my life. so thursday pretty much sucked major ass. and i was out if it for the rest of the weekend. nott a good mood at all that i was in. soo then not only the whole emotional thing. but i also managed to piss people off. let alone its my fault that bryce broke up with olivia? whatever the hell that was supposed to me ill never know. i swear to god if anyone ever jumps on me like that ever again. i will not be held responsible for my actions. becuase that makes perfect sense. for future refference. yeah you were right. i purposly called your boyfriend up and told him that i insisited he make you even more miserable then you already are. not only are you one of my good friends. but why would i ever want to purposly put myself throught that? whatever. so then friday was kinda awkward at school. apparently we got over the whole it being my fault thing. but a perfect end to a horrible week. in marketing were making these drinks. well i got stuck cleaning the blenders. on the way back i happened to drop one of the two and broke it :) i deff wanted to cry. well everyone was already stressin out because it was so hectic. so i just got over it and continued cleaning up. i bet you can guess what happens next. yepp i picked up the other blender and managed to drop that one too. completly shattering the thing into two. rob about had a coniption. but i could tell he was tryin not to get mad at me about it. but i most deffintly wanted to crawl in a hole and die right then. so finally tara and brooke came to pick me up after i almost had an additional emotional break down for the second time in three days. ohh yess quite the dramatic week/weekend for me. so friday tara olivia and brooke spent the night. mission day it was :) and didnt go as planned. but i think it deffintly turned out better. we made a tape of it all and i honestly dont know when i laughed harder in my life. so then the rest of friday night was rather gay. i get really sick of listening to anything of olivia and bryce. tara finally talked to jeff on the phone. i was sooo proud of her. and brooke fell asleep and swore at me all night. so overall the mood continued to get worse. saturday was extremly lame. i did absolutly nothing all by myself. which is good sometimes. but not this time. because everyyythingg i didnt wantt to be thinking of. was all i could think about. then i had a game saturday. was deffinitly not in the mood to play. went anyway. some dumbass girl i want to kill somehow managed to get her cleat hooked under my shingaurd. and ive been limping like a fucking hoodlum for the past 3 days. the bruise is wickkedd neatoo though. orr not. so sunnddayy. was theee bestt beginning to a better week so far. me and my bestest loser pal brooke went out to buy blenders. haha yeah blenders. i got three of them. and i spent wayyy less then i thought i was going to. so that made me extremly happy. so we were bustin out with my bestest friend in the entire world ashlee. and we went to old navy. bought myself the best bag i have ever purchased in my life. and thenn since it was on sallee and i saved even moreee money. i took brooke to a&w. i fucking love that place. the food is sooooo goood. im glad they came here. hahaha and to toppp thatt off. kate morey was there. it was fricken halerious becuase she has nooo idea who we are. but we know alllll about her. haha. sooo yeah me and brooke decided that this week was deffinitly going to be a good week. so i came home. rested the leg. haha and watched girl next door. not as bad of a movie as i thought it was going to be. just a little unneeded details? buttt yeah last night. haha :D umm all night long i dream about sex? hahaha some of you reading this are probably getting the wrongg idea. but whatever. and yesss i sooo happy last night. everythings like back to normal. and possibly better. :D :D :D :D yeah that was me last night. soo today was a pretty good day. everyone was verrryy happy about the whole blender thing. especially because i showed up with new. more. and better ones. but i felt like a complete jackass today limping around all day. i refuse to use crutches. and haha jason how can you not love that guy. haha hes lovesss me. and i love that. thenn after school went and met mr josey? haha random but funny. and thennn broookkeee. not only did she challange some mustang with her blue badass. but she cut him off. and then continued to later on embarass the fuck outa me. it was a little funny. but seeing that i get paranoid around this kid. i was just completly embarassed. but i do have to say it was just a litttlee funny. soo now i have aton of movies to watch so i can bring them back to brookes boyfriend. anddd everwoods on tonight :D later dayyss