the word and current mood of the day is most deffinitly irritation. just about everything has happened to irritate me today. i wasnt in the mood for school at alll today eaither. didnt make it to school on time before the final bell. so i just decided i wasnt going to 1st period in general. ive been doin that a hell of alot lately. then i honestly didnt feel like being in accounting so me and erica just left. 3rd period was rather lame seeing that i spent that. and all of 4th copying susans chem notes. no joke. so then 5th was chem which i love oh so much. lam chops decided he was gona pick up and leave this week without tellin me and im gona be one angry person when he gets back. honestly im gona be like DO NOT EVERRR do that to me again. so he assigned some gayass Rossi guy. who seems like a wicked chill old man. but he has his sarcastic retired bitterness. and it just so happens that he likes to take it out on me. whattever fuck you. so the "open notes" test that lam chops decided to assign. i totally bombed because even though i had more notes then anyone. i had no idea what my notes were about. so that was fun. then it was double day. so we watched an atomic bomb moive. i seriously could have killed mrRossi at that point. but i just played with my phone and did the best i could to drown it out. thenn came lunch. which wasnt all bad becasue brooke came down. but liv finally found out that everyone knew her big secret. which has never been a big secret before? but then got upset about it and half of it was my fault that it got out? even though i wasnt talkin about umm sex at all? whatever. its my fault they broke up in the first place too. so whatever ill take the blame for it. again. like i have millions of times before. and even though i know she wanted to keep it semi on the dL. im having quite the hard time having any sympathy whatsoever. soo next comes english. and mrsmoyer and her fucking shakespear quotes quiz. which i probably got like a 5 on? wickedd stupid. and liv was crying. so instead of risking speaking my mind .. when the period was over i just left as soon as i could. suprisingly. the suprise test in history was like the highlight of my day. wicked neat. so thenn i had to stay after for fucking marketing which was hectic as usual and im gettin real sick of working so much. stayed till 330. never saw the boy. as usual? kinda makes me upset. but i got over it. then i stupidly volunteered to work tonight at the basket ball tournament. so ill be selling ice to people who dont even want it for 4 hours. bymyself or with people i despise. way to spend a friday night :) orr not. and this weekend is just going to be fucking stupid i can tell already. and i know im not gona talk to the boy till monday. which is fine becuase were running out of things to talk about. and im not the needy every day type. but still. hes one of the very few that are on my good side. then brooke just called from a bus of screaming band kids. it wasnt her i was irritated with. but let alone she gets quite distracted. and i couldnt hear her at all. and im just turning bitter now in general. so lovely day so far wouldnt you say :) bills being a fucking jackass. part of me wants to be like honestly. shut the fuck up. you get off hearing yourself speak but honestly noone wants to hear it. buttt the good side of me just gave a look and walked away. apparently were not getting my car tonight? so who the fuck knows how thats gona go. wow im lookin forward to tonight. anddd the next 2 days :) :) :) ... ughh jdlkfsjalksjdfaslk im out.