wow this is like the 4th week in a row that its amazingly nice outside. warm but not hot. clear blue skys. where the fuck am i? ive been stuck in this god forsaken town for what seems like forever. and never in my life have i seen weather like this. not that im complaining. its just strange. and apparently love is in the air. exccept for the oxygen i happen to breath in ofcourse. its gettin towards the end of the school year. its always nice outside. its warm. its spring. and everyone is happy and everyone is like with someone. which is good becasue its nice to be around happy things. but i just kinda feel like eyore sometimes. like that rain cloud is always the only cloud in the sky and its always over me. but then again. everyone knows i love the rain. so i cant say that its a bad thing all the time.