hmm im sooo tired today. i think its time for an early night tonight. 25 fucking days and i hopefully get to drivee :) but im tryin not to think about it so that it comes faster. plus ohh how i know how much things can change in 25 days. so who knows how exciting its actually going to be by then. and thee brooke got her license on tuessdayyy. and it feels soo like illegal. because its not like its a new thing. its just leagal now. haha and wow yesterday. i serioulsy almost died of laughing at her. i saw my life flash before my eyes like 5 times. but i was so amusingly funny? haha ahh i love herr. theres not much to update about. im a miserable person. and i see the worst in anything. i hate it because if it were anyone else. id be the one saying fucking snap out of it you should be nothing but happy. and i amm. but im not. but really i am. who knows. im a pshyco. and who knows whats goin on this weekend. first weekend i havent been lookin forward too? well im not nott lookin forward to it. theres just no set plans to look forward too. saturday morning i have sat's :/ and sunday i have a game. not cool. nothing exciting. and who the fuck knows whats going on with poker/camping? thattss neat. soo whooo knows. no plans works best though. im soo tired right now but i have soo much stuff to do. isnt that how it always goes? later yalll.