hmm not much to update about but im bored as hell. yesterday was the cook out with the floridians. im gona miss them. but theyve all changed so much. well not matthew ofcourse. hes still gayer then ever. kaylyn is like soo much older now. stephanie is hugggee. and jake. idk it just seems weird cause i dont know the kid. but it was fun and im gona miss them. thenn colleen came over for the night. we watched crazy beautiful. didnt remember how fucked up that movie was? and then we were up till like 2 just talking. it was good though cause we had soo much to update each other on. and its nice having the opinion of someone that doesnt know about anything around here. soo yess i love her and she helped me aton. so today weve done nothing but clean out this entire house. and im soo tired and so im 'takin a break' as of now. theres tons of shit left to do and im not lookin forward to it. and i wanttedd to clean my car today. but apparently its supposed to thunderstorm and hail? not cool. soo ok its back to the cleaning. later.