so my moms asked for like the millionth time in about 2 days whats wrong with me. i just got off the phone with her. and shes like seriosulys these passed few days youve been like out of it. shes like i know your not mad or youd be actin all pissy. and when your happy yourr happy and again i said nothing but idk i guess i havent really noticed it. maybe i realized its literally game over. to be honest i feel like half dead. i really do feel nothing though. im not mad but im not happy. im not tired but im deff not awake. and i feel spacy if thats the way to describe it. its just weird. and today was the weirdest things. i was most deff freaking myself out. you know how when you fall asleep but you wake up not knowing where you are exactly. yeah that happened to me today in chem. only i never fell asleep. we were goin over the review. and the next thing i new i like sat up right and was like panicing inside and looking around cause i couldnt remember where i was. i recognized the people and the room but i couldnt remember where i was or anything. idk werid. and like all through the day it seemed like the room was spinning. like not a dizzy sickness. but more like i was the one spinning but i felt more like a buzzing. idk i better stop because now i sound and feel like a complete pshyco. haha me and dani miller. were aliens.