So i felt pretty shitty today....no including finals as i did well on them....but i realized things today that are now making me saddened. My ballet teacher told me she is going to miss me...i asked her why? then i realized well college...ill be leaving Plumb Performing Arts Center....wow i love that studio...well most of the time. But she was so sweet when she told me she would be honored to write me a letter for the scholarship. but wow im leaving.... another conclusion about dangerouslee...i need to stop talking...thinking...or dreaming about him. I realized today that he's trying to make me not like him. i can tell. the lil things. he doesnt want me to like him anymore. and it just hit me now. well nothing i can do about it. o every time it rains. im lost in the dark. so i love photography. i have this assignment of photographing people's emotions and what not...i took my camera to dance and got some great pictures...o god i enjoyed taking them so much. and i have so many new ideas for the rest of my film. all i need are some models..hehe sometimes i wish i could photograph myself... every time it rains.....im trying to survive.... you dont know me i dont know you i also realized that im afraid to be alone liv dangerously