My car is going to blow up!!! omg it smells awful...of gasoline....i was driving around today to try and take some photographs but i couldnt breathe...and i became lightheaded...my brain cells are going...O NOOOO...ill ask a hot server from work about my car....and maybe have one walk me to my car and check it out...hmm yum yum. sadie hawkins...def. was not planing on going.....hmm maybe i should change my mind? i dont know...if my shy self can get the balls to ask a boy...well....not just anyboy.. Wise sucks ass...im so pissed...im still in shock that we dont hanve mooney anymore...im going to ask mereidth about him everyday...and try to visit him...wise is a bitch with her rules and what not. shit this sucks..... tap tap tap...my tap teacher...hmm where to start...he touches me...not once not twice but three times...always looks into my eyes when explaining directions and what not...even though he trusts me that i know everything...he yells at everyone who do steps wrong..but if i make a mistake he giggles...and has no problem with it....i dunno..hes like 23 and has lots of tattoos....he just got a new one on his neck...and it says live for more...he showed me it..but tols everyone else to not look...say or touch his tattoo...but he let me? he did get fired from his last dance studio for touching some girl...o great... why am i only 17? i mean i shouldnt rush my life but theres got to be a reason...maybe i will meet someone my age...soon..that will love me for me...or at least like me for me...other that nbomb...there has to be someone out there for me agan... liv dangerouslee