its over....once again...and its not my decision...he told me he would never do it...he would never dump me...i was too precious in his life...and yet today....he tells me he doesnt wan to be with me...WHAT?! and the tears come rolling down my face. i thought u loved me? i thought u always wanted to be with me? i thought u wanted a future with me? was that all a lie? did u lie to me? o u dont want to hurt me again...wtf did u just do then?! its that bitch isnt it....that fucking ugly bitch from work isnt it? she kissed u....u liked it....u wanted more....more from her...more then what i could give u is that it? u flirt with her...walk her to class...hang out with her...and who knows what else u do with her...but am i worth losing over her? is it just ur male ego talking....u want something new...ur friends influence....they tell u to not go back with me....what do they know...they didnt know what we had...no one did...except for us...im soo hurt...i feel like i was just stabbed in the heart. this pain just wont go away...i love you too much....i want u to be there with me...not for me...as a friend would be....but as mine...my nabih....my boyfriend...those 2 months i still wanted u...i wish we never spilt up...u changed...u changed a lot...and now dont want me....i feel devestated....i dont know what to do...my friends cant do anything except be there for me....but they cant change the way i feel...i love him...and i always will...he told me he would never do this....he told me he would NEVER do this to me......