So Tiffany is not coming. Fuck new york airlines. There is always something wrong with them. I had so much planed for Tiff and I and now its not gonna happen. Maybe she will come out in the summer before i go back home again. So i just found out my cousin amy is getting married...California soon i'll come!! My surgery is coming. I'm gonna miss school which might be a good thing. I don't know how much longer i can hold it in. It's like a burden i carry with me always. So the only thing i have been doing lately is sitting on my ass watching lifetime movies. How pathetic am I? The only movies that lifetime has have to do with either rape, murder, or kidnapping. hehe what i loser i am. So my dad says he is going to take me car shopping friday. He wants to buy me a mercedes....a very old mercedes. He claims they are safe even if they are an early 90's model. Too bad for my cabrio. Everytime i see one on the road i'll just break down and follow it!! o what a stocker i am. hey anyone having a new years party?