Listening to: everytime it rains
Feeling: bitchy
"It's got what it takes...tell me why can't this be love?"
so car crash=2 now....WTF is wrong with me? am i a target or something....damn desert mountain drivers...none of them shouldnt be able to drive....so drea and i waited 20 minutes after achool in the parking lot to avoid getting into an accident so we leave and are hanging out in the left turning lane...completely stopped when BANG!! FUCK I SCREAMED!!! some asshole hits us real hard and starts laughing about it. meanwhile drea is watching the kid im screaming ans crying cause i couldnt believe that that just happened. drea and i were having the worst day and then this? omg i broke down. and when im yelling at the kid to pull over he fucking drives off...i get out of my car and start screaming at the top of my lungs cause i couldnt take it anymore. andrea run down the street to the cop down there and some guy came by me asking if i needed help and i couldnt communicate with him. so the cop comes i give him my information and he tells me he will look in the parking lot tomorrow. but once he leaves this lady comes and gives us his license plate number...YES there is a GOD! im going to get this asshole...if it the last thing i do...then to add to this...my cellphone breaks...of course right...
i want my baby back...we belong together...and he knows it. i know he does. urgh i miss him. but im going to give him the space he needs to figure his own shit out...but he knows im right there. and always will be...he just needs to reach out for me one day...and ill be able to smile again.
"its got what it takes, so tell me why can't this be love?"
~meagz
bleh. i know how it feels to break your phone. but looking at the big picture, we are lucky to be alive lol, because honestly, i thought my head was gone.