SO i went out with nabih tonight....just as two friends...we saw the worst movie ever...hidden hills of people or whatever the fuck it was. it was terrible...esp. when this deformed creature starts raping this girl...urg nab wears this disgusting yellow tag around his wrist and i tried ripping it off and he hurt my finger...its kind of big right now..fatter then all the rest of my fingers urg i miss him sooo much...it was soo hard to keep myself away from him...all i wanted to do was jump on him.. and hug/kiss him forever...but that wont happen now..maybe one day soon thou.he doesnt want to cheat on me if he goes back with me...so hes keeping himself away from me for my sake...urg damn boys...urg and damn ugly bitches....why u have to steal our men's hearts/feelings from us?! i cant believe kevin...that mother fucking asshole...wat he did to andrea..i will never forgive him...he deserves...as nabih would put it...."a new asshole" fuck guys...who needs them......wait we do it must be so hard for her right now...i wish there was something i could do...but feelings are soo hard to patch up...esp. when u love someone. trust me i know.. "i love you always forever" so i got nabih a present today....people told me not to get him anything...but i did..hes still there for me...just not in the way i want him to be...he will always be in my heart...and i hope in his