I miss my friend. There I said it. Big bad strong Risa misses her best friend, but I know what I did was right...too bad that doesn't make it any easier. I miss having someone to talk to, someone I could confide in someone who didn't judge I miss not feeling so hoplessly alone.

I love Riva and I can talk to her about alot of things. But I don't trust her...I feel like it's almost natural for her to lie to difuse a situation...and I can't handle that.