Joanna....i know you think you understand everything and i believe you, but we still need to talk. for the past few days i just havent felt...natural around you anymore and its because i dont know what to say. i dont want things to be like that anymore. and i feel like the only way to change things back to what it used to be is to talk about it. (you know what 'it' im talking about.) i dont care when we talk about it. i dont care how long we talk about it. i dont even care how much of our conversation is about 'it', but i really need to say SOMETHING about it. so please....can we talk? anyone else whos reading this, PLEASE dont ask me about it.....anyone who needs to know about it already does so PLEASE just dont mess around with it.....