church was good today. it felt really really good to praise God, even though my life sucks.....i always feel better after a good worship. i met someone new today at church. another one of Ambers friends. just as cruel luck would have it, her name is katie....shes an oddball. very weird, but fun to be around. i kinda wonder about her though. is she a born again christian? are any of Ambers friends born again christians? is Amber herself a true believer?....maybe God wants to start working in their hearts through me....i hope so. this could get interesting haha. i hope that katie girl comes again; she seemed like she needed it.....isnt that weird. haha, my own life sucks and yet, i feel like maybe God wants me to go out into other peoples lives and save them. we'll see what God puts in my heart next week. maybe my life wont suck by then. only time will tell!