prayers have been anwsered today.....i felt hope again for the first time in 7 days. i felt faith, hope, and the strength of God in my life again. it lasted for about 10 minutes, but oh God, it felt good. and with the beginning of hope entering my life today, more hope and strength is sure to come. thank you guys so much for praying for me....i wish i could tell you guys how much it mattered.... thank you so much....