me and khia broke up today. it hurts. i was the one who broke up with her, but it still hurts. she cares so much for me. how could i do this to her...? i dont know if she can take the scars on her heart that i must have inflicted on her today. i dont want any scars on her wrists with my name on them... how did things turn into this? i think i understand why there are people in this world who will live a lie with a girl now. breaking up is so difficult. its so hard to deal with the fact that I did this to her. the tears im sure shes crying right now are ones that i caused. i could have waited. i could have let her fall out of love with me. i could have let things slip away slowly. i could have, i could have, i could have... but i know in my heart that i couldnt have. i know i did the right thing by not waiting, by breaking up once im sure that this just cant work out, but that leaves me with one big question left. why does it hurt so much to do whats right? it makes me cry.