last meet for track was today. it wasnt what i was hoping it was gonna be. i sucked it up in the 400 hundred today. some idiot told me that there was only gonna be one heat for that race, so i was running against the varsity seniors and juniors. as you would guess, i couldnt really compete... then Shelby jumped 5'2" in the High Jump which made me feel even worse at track. Shelbys just too good. she beat me, josh, AND jackson. normally thats not that bad, but she chose to rub it in. and i, being myself, pretended it didnt matter to me and kept cheering for her. it sucks being bad at something. the 200 hundred was the only thing that i actually did somewhat good in.... and i didnt do the thing that ive kept telling myself i would do all season. talk to HER. now i feel like crappy and stupid. great. to make things worse, ive a got a HUGE science test tomorrow that i am totally unprepared for. theres only 1 thing ive got going for me tonight. to her credit, Kaylene said she would pray for me. Kaylene Haugen is an amazing person. she took one look at me in Video Productions class and said 'dont worry levi. ill pray for you.' she doesnt even know whats going on. i hope her prayers are good ones cause i dont see how this day could get much worse....