ok so update! spargo finally worked up teh courage to ask stephy out! and this friday is their first date, but im coming along for the ride duh wer going 2 the fair! and hes gunna kiss her on the ferris wheel, isnt that cute? 2day we had the awards assembly of course i had to go sit in the back of the cafeteria cuz i got a C geez its like i commited a crime and i got 0 awards cuz even the school ppl say im mean. blah. so in this back table al u cud hear are the kids who have repeated 8th grade 3 million times or are just 2 dumb 2 concentrate and theyre all whispering 2 each other "who gives a shit" or saying 2 mrs boruch "stfu!" its times like these when i realize im hanging around the rong crowd lol. and 2moro wer goin 2 the mall... yay! martini kiss There's poison in my drinking glass, don't stop just sip it down and in a swirling masquerade of style my body hits the ground. I'm beautiful when I'm asleep. Martini kisses land on my blistered bloody scarlet lips. The bottles in my hand. Burn out, not fade away. I'll speak in riddles so you can understand. I'll draw in pencil so you can trace with pen. So in love with me, like shaped you would be. I'll write both our names into the wet concrete. We're glistening like silver spoons, beneath the summer night. Oh, can you smell the suttle hint frost as the flowers start to cry. The autumn winds are bringing grapes to all the emerald trees. They're so beautiful and dead, just make the colors slowly bleed. senses fail