wow worse day in a long time. it was really cold nd rainy nd windy and depressing plus we had fcats 4 4 hours. nd i wanted 2 talk 2 brandon 2 make up with him but b4 i had a chance to, jj and justin told me that its over.. :'( i dont even know why. ive heard so many different things from different ppl. all i wanna do is talk 2 him but he keeps avoiding me.. i just wanna know the real reason nd i want HIM to tell me. not justin or jj or anyone else. yea i cud be mad at him for not breaking up with me himself. nd for saying i broke his heart nd then the next day breaking mine. but idc i dont wanna lose him as a friend. i say stupid stuff about him but i dont mean it.. i nvr realized how much i liked him till now that its over the fight was so stupid and pointless but we let it get so big. ughhhh w/e.. xo0x mariana