well im back from naples or fort meyers or wherever we were lol. wow i loved it so much. the first day we were like ehh cuz there wasnt many people there and the "beach" turned out to be a lagoon with fish and muck everywhere, but wait ! it gets better ! the pool was nice so we chilled there a little while. then slowly the resort started oozing with hot guys.. lol which was interesting =] so we saw some kid with black hair and a piercing (he was the one who rowed us across the lagoon 2 get to the beach on the other side) and we kept talking about him and stuff never thinking he would ever notice us buttt the next day he came over to us and we talked for like, EVER. he had the hottest body jesus christ, ahh. his name is anthony and he's 13. and we went crab hunting with him, we were knee high in the muck of the lagoon, something that i would probably never have done down here in weston, but over there i was like fearless. you couldnt see the bottom of the water so you had to be careful not to step on any shells or crabs and once in a while you could feel a fish swimming agasint your leg. and it may sound like a horror, but i absolutley loved it. i just discovered two holes in my foot probably from some shell or something, HOW COOL ! but anyway it was so nice, it was like huge thing of water with random sand bars everywhere and a little stream thing that you could lay in and it would take you. and there was like no one there cuz no one knows about it. then some other day we went down to the lagoon and had a sand fight haha, uhh that was most of what we did with anthony, then we met mark in the pool on the 4th of july. again, we had seen him but we never thought we'd actually talk to him cuz he was older and way too hot anyway lol. but we were watching the fireworks and he started talking to us and introduced us to his cousin dane (like the dog ! lol) and he's so fucking funny. he's 19 but acts like a little kid and he's sooo cute ! he like disappeared on us for a day but the next day he was back and we yelled at him for not being there the day before because we got bored and he could have at least sent us a substitute or some busywork or something haha but it's okay cuz anthony was still there. but yeah so he said sorry and made the cutest face EVER, sooo we forgave him. and along with anthony has the best body ever ! lol then we met dad ! or we called him dad cuz mark called him dad even tho he was 20 lol, and dad got in the pool and played with us (i just want someone to play wif ! lmao stephy) sooo mark and dad decided it would be fun to throw me around like a football, so i had to wrestle them ! but everytime i hit them they would laugh. then dad grabbed mine and stephy's ankles with like two fingers and.. he has a really strong grip GOSH. then mark and dad got in a water fight and mark was using me as a shield. i still have water in my ear, he would just like hold me up to block the water. so i gave him my best sad face and he apologized again =] and carried me everywhere lol. and while this was happening stephy and anthony were like beating each other up under water. we all looked like lunatics lol. but mark is joining the army ! booo ! i told him if he died id be super mad at him and he said he'd try his hardest not too, so its okay ! lol he does not seem like the army type, besides his body, cuz hes like all immature-ish and drools at the sight of a little kid cuz he thinks they are soo cute lol. then some random kid who was probably around 15 kept talking to us and he was ANNOYING !!!! and he's like "before you go up could you leave me your email address or cell fone # or somehitng" and mark kept going "aww mariana has a stalker !" but its all good cuz i gave him a fake email and he asked anthony for his too lmao that was funny. there's so much to say but nothing that can be explained in an entry because it was just so much fun and so many memories. when were leaving we went out on the dock for the last time and looked down and the paddleboat was there so many good times, and watching the sunset there on the dock, it was so pretty. and last night in the pool we thought was gunna be the last night we'd see everyone but while we were packing things in the car we saw anthony getting ready to go fishing and mark in the pool with amy (his sis) so we all said bye again, or well me and mark stuck our tongue out at each other lol but its an understading. im gunna miss them so much. =[ good luck to him in the army ! lol but now we're back home, back to reality, and even though i miss my paradise like crazy, i was happy to see my parents and talk to my friends cuz i missed them a lot too. and i bet, just like jamie, in a week ill realize how important they are to me but right now im still stuck with away-ness blues. ♥