ok so yesterday i went 2 my cousin's baby shower and it was cool cuz i hadnt seen her in like 64378478 yrs! and i saw my other cousins, and my 2nd cousin (whos my same age dont ask how its complicated) and at 1st it was sorta awkward cuz i hadnt seen all these ppl in 4ever! but then we started talking more and more and shes rly cool, she has a boyfriend whos 18! woww. but yea funfun then -whoa i just had a deja vuu- ah ok. then we left a little early so my mommi and me went down 2 where we used 2 live in miami and we drove by our old house and by tara and ronnie's old house and by jason's old house and then we went 2 the pointe and sat on the rocks and i broke down crying. but wats even more sad is that the pointe used 2 be this cul de sac with rocks around it and the ocean after the rocks, but half the circle's gone cuz they built a huge mansion on part of it and its private property now. that killed me. instead of looking out and seeing nothing but ocean, u see a wall and on the other half ocean. so i just looked at the other side most of the time. wow i miss it so much. i made a promise that when i graduate from college and start working im gunna save up and live by there, those were like the best years of my life i think. idk if it was the age or the place or the ppl or a combination of all 3, but i loved it. im not saying i dont like the place and the ppl here, i love my friends to death and idk what i'd do without them but if any of them wud have lived there at one point theyd kno what i mean. and i think some already do cuz ive explained it sort of, idk. weston's a beautiful place in a perfect kind of way. its like stepford wives kind of pretty. but gables by sea has like such a unique beauty and everything's different, its not like here where all tehhouses are the same and all the neighborhoods are the same and all the moms go 2 publix and the dads go to work while the children are in school, it's different over there as soon as school lets out everyone goes to the pool or out on the boat with your neighbors and at night on weekends all the neighbors from your block have a seafood dinner while all teh kids run outside and play. i used to not be araid of anything id go into the mangroves when we played hide and seek id climb up the tallest tree and hide in the bushes. idk how 2 end this... but im just gunna go xo0x Mariana