When you think eveything is allright and peachy. Just remember that it isn't.

Because as much as you tell yourself your enjoying college, You cannot stand it, But your too afraid to tell anyone.

As much as you want to sleep.
You can't.

As much as you want to tear yourself away from your blades in your bedside table, they haunt you.

Like they did all those years ago.

And.

I cannot do this anymore.