Have you ever lied to yourself, in an attempt to block out some kind of pain,
or just some feeling your not ready to realise yet.

Yeah, I'm telling myself everyday that i'm not in super financial difficulty of over �2000 pounds.
Heh. And they're not all taking me to court.
I can see myself ending up serving some time.
How much fun.

On another note. It's time to end whatevers happening.
I don't do the whole two people at the same time.
I'm fucked up enough without anything else adding to it.
So i'll do it now before I get any serious feelings.

Hiding away doesn't help. But it's the only thing that gets me through the day.
That or vodka.

Or even both.

Everyones fucked up.
I'm just a little more fucked up than the rest.