I hate saying "Goodbye". It's Horrible & I hate it. I would like to stomp around and cry like a big girl because I don't like it.

It's scary how much I love him.
If it was anyone else i think i'd have run over the hills and far away by now.
Actually, I still wanna' run away, I mean it's the easiest thing to do. Instead of enjoying these feelings all I can think it what happens when it goes wrong.. (Not if.. but when).
Terifying.
I don't know what i'd do without him. But I guess he feels the same way.

I should sleep more, sleep makes me less insecure.