So... Maybe it's not as over, as I though it was. I dunno. My heads a little bit messy. We kinda spoke. He said I hurt him, by saying I just wanted to be friends.. He said that he loved me. He thought I didn't want to be with him. He said "I fell in love with out.. Felt like you didn't care..." He said he's missed me. To which I replied in some sort of babble... I don't want to be just friends. I just know you didn't exactly want a relationship, so it causes less heartbreak for me if it just stops at friends. So.. He knows what I want.. I kinda know what he wants. "As soon as I got to know you.. I've wanted you..." But ovbiously with all that said and done, we are where we were three weeks ago. And nothing more has been said on the subject. Yet i'm still sleeping with him. And choosing not to tell him about the other guy, won't fuss him anyway. It's like a love triangle to be honest. The guy that keeps me going, makes my pulse race, the guy i'm falling for. Or the guy i'm "safe" with. I have a fucky head. I do need to talk to him. I'll try tonight. Or tomrorow morning when we're up.. I think.